I wish I had one good reason

why

I should stay

How'd I get myself 

into this place

wish I had qualities like

sympathy

fidelity

sobriety

sincerity

humility

i wish my life was a little less seedy

why am i always so greedy?

wish i looked just like cheryl tweedy

i know i never will

i know i never will

i wish my life was not so boring 

every weekend four to the flooring

i wish i could apologize

be dignified

wish i could look you in the eye

and tell you that i never lied

etc etc etc